日志
A Long Night
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I lie awake three o'clock at night ，
i can not fall in sleep anymore,
look outside from the winodw in the hotel,
everything is so quiet that can hear the pulsation of heart and has no stars in the sky,
see things in black and white the same as my mood.
I don't know what happened,
maybe because of the instruments delaying,
i am so leisure and have nothing to do except always make the daydream,
maybe i have not been seasoned with such living ,
maybe i become hate alone,
but when i was a child ,
it was my biggest dream to go aborad ,
work in difference conutries and make the foorprints all over the world.
I don't like to think about this , i am afraid to think about the future,
but my brain out of my control,
it always made me feel bad ,have no interesting with anything.
I am hazy.......
