Although l spent lots of energy ,l haven't got a good result.Before l have told myself ''Just a try",but l still felt very sad.Perhaps in my deep heart ,l still stock a little space that l will have the oppotunity,as the matter of fact l haven't meture enough.So l 'm failture,Aboslutely no gain.cross my heart  ,these days l didn't spend much time studying the useful knowledge.From the interview l really what l should do is .Firstly.l should make up carefully everday,try to find the eyes' shaow,lip color,hair dress style. secondly l shoud practice grooming after class,including walking. smiling.eye contacting.saying hello to sb.finally improving my oral English,l'll try to think in english,and try to rather open  myself ,and try to accept the new subjects.No No No... no try, l must do it.l have no choice .this step just is l must walk up .