There is a long time that I wanna say something. But finally always feel calm inside. At last consider that I can't say something meaningful for anything.

Once, there was a boy.

When he was still a little boy, he had drawn a wonderful future for himself. Then, he wanted to be a police, a musician,a dancer,a broadcaster...etc. At that time, he was always light-hearted.

As time pass by, the little boy grew up, at his 20, he went to a university which was far away from home. He thought he was strong enough to be independent. In fact he was. He deal everything by himself which he have met during his time in university.

He met lots kind of people in his university time, there were classmates,friends,good friends,genuine-friends,hypocrite,cheater...

He was not a know-nothing anymore.

He wanna change to another him. A new him.

As you know, he is weak as most of you in this modern society, he can't do himself as he want to be. So he wonder"To be or not to be".

After a short time, he become a fool. Coz he will never know who is correct, where he lived and what he lived for. He forget his dream, he begin to hate something, some people, he think he should not live in this world anymore.

I consider as you know"He was lost"

That's normal.

In his earlier beginning, he should insist his mind, if he did, the outcome will not be worse then what it be now. He should draw a picture for himself. Step by step, one should remember every montage during this process. Like this, as he is old, he will recall how he be him.

From now on, draw a pic for yourself in your mind, you should understand I mean:"A Picture".

Taste its meaning by yourself.